NWO Poem

The worlds a circus and everyone wants a show
The sky moans and the earth trembles below
Life is a guessing game; will the radiation from my cellphone eat my brain?
Will I get cancer?
Where will it stay? Why is it expected to increase by a 50% rate? The pyramid on the dollar bill is more then a design
Stars try to look cool as they cover one eye
Following an angel who lost when Jesus died
He reclaimed those keys then rose to the sky
Fukushima clouds rush our way
We stick out our tongues and taste the radiated rain
A magnet should gather the metal shavings in your cornflakes
And Bill Gates is sure vaccines can lower the population by a 15% rate Still your supposed to inject whatever they want you to take
In 2009 Obama restored the 50 mill a year funding for the UN to enforce population control in China 13 million babies a year never get a chance to breathe, to see the world or be free
Their mothers are injected with poison and they become deceased
FEMA camps stack coffins as tribulation bells ring
Little families try to afford groceries but in the fridge there is nothing
The flouride in your water was scrubbed from an industrial smokestack
Would you like some genetically modified fries with that?
GMOs are consumed everyday, they might be toxic but let's not get in sciences way
Now hey!
Turn up that music and shake your behind
These performers are working to keep you in line
Focus on the bright lights and dont look away
Stay glued to your television, it will show you the way
The world is unravelling, they dont want you to see
Watch reality in front of your screen
On second thought toss it into a junkheap
Research, become aware and watch the signs
Don't let the world take over your mind!

Machine

I like you have mastered this apathetic art of cool In this media induced frenzy we are mashed into the same box Then sealed with government grade glue Where we tick away like cuckoo clocks and wait for our turn to explode We are weeping machines finely tuned with gasoline Marching ablaze with anger to the fires of this self destructing drum A bloody leaf blows by We turn our heads and cry As this world collapses the clouds shake Please open your eyes and wake So we can save our souls before its too late.

This Hurt....

When someone hurts you so bad you just dont know how to feel. You cant feel anything and you cant believe this is real. I found my mother after 30 years, I thought that she loved me. I couldn't hold back my tears. She called for 3 weeks and life was grand. I felt so happy like life had a plan. Then as I called she stopped calling back. I left messages, I just didnt understand. She got her sister to tell me she couldnt call anymore and they hoped I'd understand. I tried so hard to understand... Three months went by she didnt call again. She cared no more that was the end. She told her sister she felt no connection to me. My cousin told me, now in pieces, I just cant speak. I cant breathe. Pain rips through me, she didnt even try. My mother never loved me, she wont stay by my side. This is pain, being tossed away again. Havent I been through enough? She made me want to bleed. This pain just has to leave me. I gave her my heart, she ripped it in half then handed it back. Didnt she know she was supposed to love me unconditionally? This hurt more then those kids who bullied me at school. Walking around alone waiting for the recess bell to sound. Hurt more then that guy who kicked me in the face. Three times with shoes on, I looked like a racoon for days. This hurt more then that time I jumped off the group home roof. I threw myself off and fractured my back, she hurt me more then that. This hurt more then when I got molested under that bridge. 15 years old, I asked him where street kids lived. She hurt me, hurt me hurt me more then that man who beat me and left me for dead. He was my first love who used his fists to love me back. More then the hospitals that strapped me to beds. They shot me full of drugs till the fire in me was dead.  As the days went by I racked my brain trying to figure out what I'd done. Then that call came from her sister, too balless to tell me herself. Days turned into months and I tried to let it go. Then my cousin told me the secret kept from me. She told them she feels no connection to me. She never really tried, I was not worth her time. She had just found me again. Did 30 years not effect her anyway? I was her pretty little baby. I was the little girl who woke up crying almost every night. Dreaming of a mother who looked down at me and said, I'll be right back. Then she would disappear into the black. I cant get my self worth back. I feel disposable, I thought now she would put back that hole she left in me. But no it all meant nothing. I mean nothing and it shakes me. I told her to throw my picture, the picture I gave her of that innocent, little pig tailed girl, away. Two can play this sick game. I will call her no more. I struggle with this reality. My mother never loved me. That deeply cut me.

Boy Arrested For Taking Moms PopTarts

And you thought your family was crazy!
A 13-year-old boy in Charlotte, N.C., has been arrested for stealing Pop Tarts from his mother.

The boy, whose name was not released, is facing misdemeanor larceny charges after his mother says he took the pastries from their home without asking her first, WCCB Charlotte reported.

Latasha Renee Love, 37, called the police, who placed the underage suspect under arrest, The Smoking Gun reported.

Love had previously had other disciplinary issues with her son, WBTW reported.

Still, the arrest shocked neighbors like Fred Patrick,who laughed when he first learned about it.

“He seems real nice to me. I mean, he is real respectful,” Patrick said, according to the Charlotte Observer.

WCNC-TV was so surprised that a mom would have her son arrested that a reported waited over two hours to question her about her decision.

Love only responded by hurling an obscenity, the station reported.

Man Trapped in McDonalds Highchair

He came for a McWrap he got McTrapt...
Seriously can someone get this guy a free Happy Meal? He obviously needs one.
Police freed this man after he climbed into a highchair in Cork, Ireland.
On a side note, why do Ireland McDonalds get such fancier chairs then us?
Im going to be sure to go to Ireland and get trapped so I can get rescued by handsome young Irish men with those beautiful accents... sigh
Just not a McDonalds high chair lol

Polly Pockets!!

Well it's been awhile since I had a new obsession... To me when I feel obsessed with something it gives  me this giddy feeling of joy. I never know what my next fad will be. Right now I am probably the only 30 year old woman who can talk for 10 minutes straight about Polly Pockets. (I did it to a friend at McDonalds today >.<)
I was really down the other night because no one really talks to me on Facebook ( I know I should care less) and for some reason I got a glimpse of me at 9 standing on the driveway lovingly playing with my little Polly Pocket. Suddenly it struck me, I NEED a Polly Pocket.
So I began to scour Kijiji and Craigslist for the vintage ones.
I found a lady in my city who has several sets and enthusiastically messaged her. Then I waited and waited. And waited and waited and waited. Then I messaged her again gently reminding her I want to buy every single Polly Pocket she's got. Well I became depressed because she never got back to me. Finally I located a Country Cottage Polly Pocket in a different town and the lady got right back to me. So I sent my dutiful husband off on an hours bus ride to get the little toy. Whenever I want a toy I just announce that our son or daughter needs it desperately and then I sneak off to examine and play with it when no one is looking. The lady made $15 off me for it but I dont mind. Tonight for the first time since I was a little girl I got to walk a little Polly doll around her encave. Over the bridge, in her bathtub, lay her on her bed, her couch, sit on the chair and on the little bench to take in the view (I also made her stand in the middle of the pond :P).
Then I discovered something... While I was looking through pictures on Google images of Polly Pockets (I really go all out with this obsession thing) I discovered something I never knew!
The company which originally made Polly Pocket named Bluebird (more on THAT in a minute) also made sets called Mighty Max! It's a Polly Pocket for boys! OMG
Mighty Max battles monsters in his little encave and man does it look awesome.
So I raced over to Kijiji to see if there were any Mighty Max 'Doom Zones' (those are the decent sized ones) and there was an ad for 3 of them! Sure enough though the guy didnt message back :( Not too happy with Kijijians leaving sold ads up.
The story of how the first Polly Pocket was made is so touching... (cue Wikidpedia and touching music)
'Polly Pocket German series was first designed by Chris Wiggs in 1983 for his daughter Kate. Using a powder compact, he fashioned a small house for the tiny doll. Bluebird Toys of Swindon, England licensed the concept and the first Polly Pocket toys appeared in stores in 1989. Mattel held a distribution arrangement with Bluebird Toys for Polly Pocket items in the early-1990s. In 1998, while production lulled, Bluebird Toys endured several hostile take-over attempts until Mattel finally purchased them later that year.'

Did you hear that people? A HOSTILE takeover!!! My poor Polly Pockets. Mattel totally redesigned Polly Pockets, now they are just mini Barbie dolls.
So anything as deep as that story is sure to add fire to my obsession. Yes Im only collecting the unique, original, Bluebird Polly Pocket and Mighty Max sets.
So there you have it, I have a new love. xoxo Polly, I mean Angie... ahem...

Exploding Poop Foam?

New in Factory Farming: Exploding Poop Foam - One blast killed 1.5K hogs, but can be treated with an antibiotic | Newser Mobile
Well this is digusting. They are stuffing pigs so full of antibiotics that their poop is exploding. One explosion threw a farmer 20 feet... So do they give the hogs less antbiotics to cure this? No they are giving them more... Pork chops anyone?

Lego For Teens Only?

I came across this ad on Kijiji today and found this hilarious... Are they sure they meant 16 and not 34?
What 16 year old will be playing with this? Is this a typo?
Lego Fire Station...

My Secret Obsession

I have a secret obsession that's kind of embarassing. I have spent hundreds of dollars on it. It is... Happy Meal TOYS!! I gather the excitement of a 4 year old over them. Twice I spent quite a bit on huge boxes of unopened Happy Meals toys on Ebay. Then when they arrived I sat in silent ecstasy as I opened each one. There is something so wonderful about opening the little package and seeing the surprise inside. I especially love collecting full sets. I like how well they are made and the variety of brand name toys. The unopened 90's ones are fun because they bring back memories of popular shows when I was growing up. I recently found out there was a Cabbage Patch series in the 90's and some are on Kijiji right now! In fact here is the photo from the ad. So that is my obsession...
It makes me happy so :P

A Dear Deer Survives Bus Crash

Watch "Surveillance: Deer crashes through windshield of Johnstown, PA CamTran bus & walks out front door" on YouTube
A poor deer was galloping? prancing? Running across a road and hopped right through the windshield of the bus! This my road punk, way to show that bus! Could this be a cast member from Over the Hedge 2 trying to get publicity?
Seriously though, Im glad the poor dear little deer is ok. :D

Kijiji: Are You Afraid?

I use Kijiji regularly, usually to buy and sell video games. Today I sold an N64 and some games. Aware of what has just happened to Tim Bosma I offered to meet at a coffee shop. The person agreed and told me that even if I had asked him to meet at my house, he would have said no.
This means that this person is so scared that he would rather buy untested video games then go to a strangers house (they all worked but you get my point)
I feel like I do when I go into a shop and leave without buying something. Like the owners will think I'm a thief, Im thinking, 'act natual your innocent'.
This is the result of the fear caused by what happened to Tim. Now I am arranging to buy some DS games and I dont know if I should offer to pick them up at the lady's house. Will she become afraid? Im afraid... Damn this is scary stuff.

You cant trust anyone anymore. The best thing to do is not to sell very expensive things on a site like this and always meet in a public place like a coffee shop.

A spokesperson for Kijiji said that the company is “deeply disturbed by this development and are cooperating fully with the authorities.”

A man was shot dead a few years ago after putting a diamond ring ad on Craigslist. Now it looks like this man Tim Bosma is dead over a truck ad. Imagine the real terror of these situations. Here is the account of what happened to James Sanders. Will you still buy and sell on these sites?

It was around 9 p.m. on a Wednesday night, and James and Charlene were upstairs in their Edgewood, Wash., home with their two sons, Jimmy, 14, and Chandler, 10, watching a movie on television.

James was expecting a couple to come about buying the diamond ring he had advertised on Craigslist. He went downstairs when they arrived to show them the ring.

The woman who came to look at the ring said she wanted it as a possible Mother’s Day present. She was accompanied by a young man. Two other male accomplices remained hidden.

James showed the couple the ring. Charlene became involved when her husband called her downstairs to answer some questions about it.

“Do you want the ring?” the young man asked the young woman.

“Yes,” she said.

Charlene told Vieira the man pulled out a wad of cash and said to James Sanders, “How’s this?”

“That’s fine,” James Sanders replied.

“Well, how about this?” the man asked as he pulled out a gun.

“That’s how it all started,” Charlene said.

Panic and violence It was a nightmare, a blur of terror.

“I could feel rushing around. My husband and I were looking at each other, panicking, saying, ‘Just take it, take it, take anything you want,’ ” she told Vieira. “We just kept chanting it: ‘Take it.’ Then all of a sudden we’re getting zip-tied and put down on the floor in the kitchen. I could tell that people had been rushing in.”

Two more males joined the couple who initiated the robbery. Charlene said they went upstairs to bring down the two boys.

“I had a man come over to me with a gun to the back of my head,” Charlene said. The home invader started to count down, as if he were going to kill her, demanding to know, “Where’s the stuff? Where’s the stuff?”

“What stuff?” she said.

“Where’s the safe?” the man said.

“At one point he kicked me in the head,” Charlene told Vieira.

“I was screaming. The kids were standing there and I went, ‘Oh, please God, don’t let them kill me. Don’t let them kill my kids. Don’t let them kill me in front of my kids,’ ” Charlene said.

Someone pulled her wedding ring off her finger as the robbers took her husband to open the family’s safe, which was located in the garage. Charlene has said she’s not sure of the sequence of events, but she knows that Jimmy, her 14-year-old, at some point jumped on one of the robbers and got pistol-whipped. Her husband managed to break the zip ties that had bound his hands and went to Jimmy’s defense.

Charlene Sanders watched her husband James die before her eyes. Charlene heard three shots from the living room. When the robbers finally left, she found James dying.

One of the boys called 911, telling the dispatcher, “My dad has been shot. Please hurry! Hurry, please! We don’t know if they’re going to come back!”

Charlene cradled her 43-year-old husband in her arms.

“I just kept saying, ‘Honey, stay with me. Stay with us. Stay with us. Don’t go. Don’t go.’ And he was just barely gasping for air, and he was all white. He was starting to get white. I saw that half his ear was shot off and I thought maybe he’s just in shock. That’s why he’s white,” Charlene said.

But he wasn’t in shock.

“He died,” Charlene said.

A father’s example Craigslist released a statement saying violent acts related to ads on the popular site are rare. But Detective Ed Troyer, who is investigating the case for the Pierce County Sheriff’s office, warned: “If you have something nice, somebody’s going to figure out a way to take it from you. Craigslist is a tool to do that.”

(Now so is Kijiji)

Did Snoop Dogg Really Become Christian?

The answer is no, he did not become a Christian. He changed his name to Snoop Lion and became Rastafarian.
Rastafarianism holds that the late Ethiopian Emperor Haile Selassie was not only the messiah, he also descended from King Solomon and the Queen of Sheba. According to the biblical Book of 1 Kings, the two rulers met briefly and seemed to hit it off.

The lion was the symbol of Solomon's Tribe of Judah (Christians see Jesus as the lion of Judah). Bob Marley, the reggae star and most famous Rasta, sang often of the "lion of Zion," referring to Selassie.

So Snoop worships a dead emperor named Selassie and thinks he is Bob Marley reincarnate.

I wonder if Bow Wow will follow his uncles footsteps and change his name to Roar Roar?

Teen Suicide and Jeremy

Watch "Pearl Jam - Jeremy" on YouTube

Growing up in the 90's I listened to Pearl Jam a bit. I never knew the song Jeremy was about a real boy. I memorised the lyrics and sang along.
It helped relieve some of my pain from bullying and rejection. I had no idea it was about a 15 year old boy who felt so desperate he shot himself.
I wonder what it is that makes some kids give up and others fight. Most teens deal with hard issues, like Jeremy, his parents divorced when he was 5.
At 15 I felt that desperation and pain too. I was living in a group home called Crossroads and felt ignored by a staff named Jim.
My reasoning was to climb the fire escape to the roof. Jim went up after me and I told him I was going to jump.
He said, 'no your not.' So I went towards the fire escape and then turned and ran for the edge. Jim tried to grab me but I darted around him and leapt.
I remeber seeing the ground rush towards me. I heard 3 cracks when I landed and one of the kids asking if I was ok.
That night while I was in hospital, I later found out, another kid went and sat on the roof threatening to jump.
She didn't though so that leads me back to the question what makes some kids give up and others fight? Mental illness? All I felt then and even still is desperation to get away from myself.
I tried to kill myself again at 17. A long history of cutting led me to slit my wrists and wind up with 60 stitches.
Teen suicide is like a tragic epidemic now. Something has gone terribly wrong with this society and system we live in and changes aren't happening.
Life is really short, especially when you break it up into decades.
3 decades have just flashed by me like nothing. I have maybe 4 more to live.
It seems like yesterday I was listening to Micheal Jackson tapes on my walkman and making Jazzy Jewlery.
The only hope I've found in this life is Jesus. Like Im dangling off a cliff and He is not letting go of my hand. :'-)
Rest in Peace Jeremy...
9:40 a.m. –Jeremy comes to class late.

He says he lost his slip to admit him back to class after in-school suspension and he would get another one from the office. He gets a hall pass from the teacher, Mrs. Barnett, then walks to the back of the room, takes off his coat and puts it on his desk. He leaves the room, goes to his locker and removes something, presumably a gun. While walking back to the room, a classmate calls his name but he doesn't turn around. He enters the room, puts his hall pass on Barnett’s desk and says something similar to "Miss, this is what I went for." He then pulls out a gun, puts it in his mouth and shoots. His suicide occurred in room B201 with a .357 Smith & Wesson model 19-4, in front of a full classroom of 30 students

9:47 a.m. –Suicide reported to police

10:30 a.m. –Medical examiner notified

11:00 a.m. –Medical examiner arrives at the scene; Jeremy pronounced dead

12:01 p.m. –Medical examiner orders body to morgue

12:02-12:15 p.m. –Police inspect Jeremy’s locker, #540

12:30 p.m. –Medical examiner transports body by ambulance to morgue

12:50 p.m. –Police attempt to contact Wanda; Joseph already has been contacted, and he notified Wanda's husband

1:20 p.m. –Police arrive at Wanda’s work, after Joseph and his girlfriend; Wanda's husband was expected at 1:30 p.m.

1:30 p.m. –Medical examiner performs an autopsy on 5-foot-8, 128-pound Jeremy. He had green eyes, straight brown hair and three tattoos: a cross on his upper left chest, a "13" on the back of his left hand, and an unspecified one on his left arm. He was wearing a gray sweatshirt, gray T-shirt, jeans, leather belt, white thermal underwear, two pairs of white socks and brown leather work boots. He had a gold left earring, gold necklace, silver watch on his left wrist, black comb in pocket and brown holster in waistband. There were powder burns on his left hand. Later toxicological tests were negative.

Toddlers Everywhere!

Toddlers, toddlers, marching around.
One runs up, one falls down. Looking for something, what can I grab?
How about the tail of a cat? Climbing up and reaching down.... Mom wont imagine what we found! Just one taste... I won't bite!
Bright objects are such a delight.
I am in charge! I am in control.
I can outrun you, and it shows! Toddlers toddlers where did we go?

In a split second you wont know. Bouncing on our heels, dancing on our toes.
Let's redecorate the walls... with what you don't want to know!
Now run all around!
Mom wont get mad, she gets lost in these bright eyes we have!
Now pick me up and cuddle me close.
Jesus loves me don't you know!

Nintendo 3DS Games I Gotta Have!!

Who says a 30 year old woman cant have and enjoy a Nintendo 3DS? Maybe lots of people but I say to heck with growing up and being mature!! MooHaha!!! So here are the 3DS games I am buying!

Sims 3Ds is a must. I have become so obsessed with Sims before, especially Urbz. I had to stop playing it because I was giggling at people as they talked. Their hand gestures reminded me of my Sims and in my head everyone started speaking Simlish.

Luigis Mansion was such a unique Mario game. I love the scary theme so I have to get the new Luigis Mansion Dark Moon for the 3DS! That will be awesome.

Animal Crossing New Leaf is coming out this June. I just fall in love with the cute little animals and I enjoy collecting things for my house. Also making that groundhog mad was great. I cant wait to get this new version and be mayor.

Super Mario 3D Land will get me into new Gumba stomping action which is always good. I am the best Mario gamer I know. Seriously I grew up mastering retro Mario games.

Mario Kart 7 for the 3DS is a must have. Mario Kart is always a great way to unwind after being put through a pressure cooker by your 'loved ones' lol.

Star Fox 64 is coming to the 3DS. The N64 came out when I was 15 and I first got to play it on a childrens psychiatric ward. I was so emo then. Star Fox was an awesome game then so it surely is now too. Gotta get it.

I had Kid Icarus for the original gameboy when I was small and I loved it so much I played it over and over. I beat it like 8 times. So the new 3DS version of Kid Icarus, Uprising is a must have for moi.

A neat looking game I'd like to get is Dinosaurs 3D Combat of Giants. Im a Jurassic Park fan (JP4 had better be better then JP3 was) so this looking like a fun game.

I love amusement parks and roller coasters so I would like to buy Coaster Creator 3D. Its supposedly easy to make rollercoasters, you just have to draw them with your pen. I have a terrible time trying to figure out the controls on other coaster games and I always give up before making something.

I love open world games so Rayman 3Ds looks pretty nice. I've never played a Rayman game befoe for some reason. It looks like I'd be starting with the best one ever.

I have had so many farms in different Harvest Moon games it's nuts. The problem is I head straight for the last 5 levels of the mines (Im really good) and I come out with loads of jewels and get enough money to buy and upgrade everything. But then I get bored and cant be bothered trying to get one of the other characters to fall in love with me.
In my mind, they should be chasing my cute little character around, trying to win her. So yeah I may eventually get Harvest Moon A New Beginning for the 3DS . But not till I get bored of the rest of the games I just wrote. Funky Barn 3DS looks like a funnier alternative.

I hope they redo the NES game Faxanadu. I spent HOURS playing that as a kid and would love to see it redone like Kid Icarus was. Earthworm Jim was another I had for the gameboy. I would love to see an Earthworm Jim game for the 3DS.

So now I just have to sell one of my kidneys to pay for all these games! Hope it doesn't leave a big scar....

Escalator Slide Fail

Watch "Escalator slide faceplant" on YouTube
This is so funny the lady tries to slide down an escalator. Still it's not as good as that lady who tried to ride her motorized wheelchair up an escalator. She should have won a dummy award for that!

Model Injects Cooking Oil into Face

Watch "Korean woman Hang Mioku injects COOKING OIL into her own face after being refused more plastic surge" on YouTube

Hang Mioku, a former model and singer, was obsessed with silicone injections as she wanted 'soft' skin.

Doctors told her she had psychological issues and refused more treatments.

The Korean woman resorted to injecting cooking oil leaving her permanently disfigured.

I thinks its just a miracle her neck didn't break under the weight. Or that the oil didn't give her brain damage.

Viewers in Korea sent in donations for her to get most of the oil sucked out. Looks like she is still singing though.

Its easy to make fun of Hang Mioku but hey, mental illness is just that an illness. She must have OCD or some identity disorder to keep thinking her skin was rough.

Girl Threatens To Sacrifice Her Class to Illuminati?

Watch "ILLUMINATI STARS BEFORE AND AFTER (Caution Disturb" on YouTube
Are celebrities really making secret hand signals like covering one eye and getting owl tattoos because of a cult? Are you getting sick of hearing about this illuminati? I am. The latest is a 5th grade girl threatened to sacrifice her class to them....
“I was scared,” Ibarra said. “And I was crying really bad.”

Students said a 5th grade girl started shouting she was part of the Illuminati and threatened to kill other students.

“She said she wanted to sell her soul to the devil,” Ibarra said. “And she said she’ll kill everybody.”

“Everybody just started crying because they were scared that they were going to die that day,” 6th grader Elizabeth Martinez added. Martinez was also in the class and witnessed everything. - ABC News 10
Kids say the Darnest Things right Cosby?

Jay Z Joins The Vampire Club!!

First it was Nicolas Cage, then numerous other celebrities. The latest to join the Vampire/Time traveler Celebrity club is Jay Z. I admit it's starting to get a bit creepy lol

Caution Graphic Zombie Apocalypse Real?

Is there really a zombie outbreak going on? How would you fight off a zombie? I guess you would have to behead it? That guy in Miami sure couldnt fight off that 'zombie', he suffered terribly. Just last week this naked guy with superhuman strength fought off 5 cops in Indiana! Was he a zombie or just a naked ninja? Why do zombies feel the need to get naked? Probably they feel like an animal. Well I'm catching up on my zombie movies and will watch the 28 Days movies again just to feel more prepared. Here are a few recent 'zombie' attacks photos. One was captured on video in China's subway, another also in China a man attacked a woman outside. The Miami one is too graphic close up, he literally only had one eye left, I didnt post it. I am worried something is going on...

Why Ryan Gosling Wont Eat His Cereal

Watch "Ryan Gosling won't eat his cereal (best of)" on YouTube
Ryan Gosling says NO! He will not eat his cereal. It has a nasty after taste and he wants a BLT. LMAO Find him a box of Count Chocula on Ebay. He might eat that.

OOPS!!

Peek a Pooh scandal!

Grossest Things Ever

The grossest thing I've ever seen was a photo of a guy who fell off his motorcycle and lost.... his face. It was on this site called Rotten.com The photo was called Travels with Harley... Thank God I stopped going on there. Oh no I hope I dont now that I thought of it. On you tube there is a video of a woman's husband pulling these slimy, bloody worm things out of her head with tweezers. Shudder. The other grossest video I've seen on You Tube is a woman who was like 800 pounds and her foot literally just broke off one time when she tried to walk. She said she just heard a crunch.... Ohhhhh man
The grossest food facts I've heard is that the FDA allows a certain weight of crushed bugs in peanut butter... Yet I keep eating it.
Vanilla flavoring has beaver anal fluid in it. Like in ice cream truck ice cream. Google it O_o
A womans vagina can literally turn inside out and just dangle.
The grossest thing anyone ever said to me is this 65 year old woman said she would babysit my kids. She said we could go out for dinner or to the movies. She said we could even go upstairs while she watched the kids and have an afternoon delight (she meant sex). I threw up a little.

My Dreams

My dream is to get a book published that has my memoirs, poetry and photos in it. My other dream is to be a public speaker for womens groups and homeless shelters. I have so far spoken at one womens group and one homeless shelter.
Like my poem Epic says, 'I want to touch you right on your soul, create a bond so you'll never let me go.'
I long to connect with people on another level and I think poems can do that like music can.
Off topic, why do artists ignore most of their fans on Twitter? Dont they realize how much their music can mean to a fan. Like three words would make them elated....
Anyways, Im not bitter lol.
My other dream is to get a really nice camera and new laptop and travel around taking mesmerising photos. Then making a nice photo section for my new blog here.

My other dream is to meet my father for the first time. But only if he will love me forever and not lose me again. It would hurt too much to be rejected anymore. I was told he is a big French, Native man. My mothers side originated from England.
I really dont want to get up today... Im going to go to this store called Brands Gone Wild, they have movies for 5.99. They have a copy of My Big Fat Greek Wedding. I want to watch it again because the beginning makes me laugh. They did a second part to that movie called I Hate Valentines Day Im not sure if I want to see. That store also has Matchbox 20's concert dvd called Show. I should pick that up too.
So back ON TOPIC, I would also like to be in a crazy dance flash mob, in a movie (just one indie film) I wouldn't want to be famous (really have you seen how tabloids tear actresses apart?) I just would like to try acting because I love art.
Wanna know a secret? I pretend I am sleeping so my husband will get the boys ready for school...
I cant think of anymore dreams... I try to keep it realastic so this doesnt turn into my Delusions...

Plastic People

"They are just plastic toys, plastic people, completely plastic... PLASTIC!" - The Indian in the Cupboard

So this is why I think plastic surgery is wrong... Or at least unnessecary...